mmm

school has been sucking some major dick lately...got like a ~20% on my test in wines class, took it cold. its worth 25% of my grade, which sucks even harder...i'm going to have to hit the books for the rest of this class...really wonder why i always do this shit to myself.

cfb is in full swing...really excited for this season. there are plenty of great games each week, UF is rolling, flag football is just about to start (updates to come), NFL season about to start as well (pumped, but not as pumped as cfb obv).

sortve disappointed with my poker this month. ive been playing alot more than previous months and probably not up all that much. still a while to go though, and i think i can finish strong. ive been planning on playing a few more tourneys than before as well, hope i can put myself in a good situation by playing some of those.

hopefully i pass all my fucking classes...i dont want to be here in the spring. if all does look good (and i think i can graduate), i'll have to think about where i'm going to go post-graduation...probably travel somewhere, not sure where though. europe, middle east, asia...who knows.

as i stated before, ive been playing alot of the deep stacked plo games on ftp lately. i'm really disappointed with my play as of the last few days...just not playing well at all. one thing i've struggled with in my poker career is discipline- i know consciously when i'm supposed to c/f or just give up, but instead i make terrible shoves. it's illogical and really quite terrible, and i know this. there are just so many situations where i'm like 'hmm i know this is a b/f or c/f but i ll just ship it anyways fuck him'...and that's not the right mindset. i've just been giving my money away in those situations (which oftentimes lead to crazy huge red lines and terrible blue lines, go figure).

anyways, just wanted to end the rant. our first flag game is this tuesday at night, i'm pumped as hell.

go gators